Happy birthday to me. Haven’t been looking forward to it in all honesty. It will be so nice and fun to celebrate with the new friends I have here… But… I think I am at the stage where so many things haven’t been working out here, that I want to go home. The girls in this dorm are dirty, language course is shit and bullshit through and through, my boyfriend has moved into our new home…. My family…. 3 month left now.